Faster-Gold-Flames

Defeat, Sorrow, and Jealousy. These are the three words that have been weighing me down this weekend and because I know that I have lost something completely precious to me, something that makes my existence worth while, and i may never get it back because it doesn't belong to me so i don't think it'll ever come back to me, but if it does it won't be for a long time. {How tomorrow goes in my head} [lunch] I leave the cafeteria and walk to my locker and sit there with a look of complete sadness on my face as i think of what my friend has told me and what i've seen. I'll go back to the cafeteria and see Meg with Chase and those three feelin

My Friends are so strange they were trying to get me to propose to Megan for some reason or another. But anyways Cod black ops 2 rage is the funniest thing ever Sniping Spree in search and destroy= rage x1000

Everyday of my life goes like this no matter what time or class: Almost anyone "Hey Derrick do you still love Megan?" I then try to act surprised or change the subject. *gasp* "You do still love her," says almost anyone "She loves you too, you guys would make the perfect couple." I always think about this but I do nothing about which may not be the best idea. P.S. Megan is one of my best friends and a lot of our friends try to get us together, but nothing happens, which is honestly isn't what I want, I would love to date her I just don't know how she feels about me. ~~~~~Flaming Golden Emerald~~~~~